“The great lack of our
religion is that we do not know God.”
Andrew
Murray
Preface
to Waiting on God, p.
1145, Essential Works
I know just enough to know that I do not know God well
enough.
I am committed to using my last days in knowing Him
better.
I know this requires time in His Presence, learning
from Him and about Him.
There must be much that needs correction and redirection
within me.
There is so much about God that I must seek to know. I
know He are infinite in His wonders and that I know so very little.
But I do believe that I can learn more and share more of His love with others. I believe
“All the difficulties...have their cause in this one
thing: the defective knowledge and practice of waiting on God.”
Murray, p. 1147.
I
am still confident of this:
I
will see the goodness of the Lord
in
the land of the living.
Wait
for the Lord; be
strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord.
Psalm
27.13-14
(Psalm
130)
“Fullness” with and from God, His love and grace,
power, come from “waiting,” abiding time with God. In a
time when were physically with us, as with Adam and Eve and the
first disciples, we have the real contact with God.
In God's visible absence, we have His Spirit to
accomplish the same thing, just as well. It requires the same
response: Pay attention and do what we are told. We do this and
learn this in the times we seek God in His invisible presence.
So,
then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord,
continue
to live in Him,
rooted
and built up in Him,
strengthened
in the faith as you were taught
and
overflowing with thanksgiving.
Col
2.6-7
It's not like this is a mystery. The concept of the
tent of meeting with Moses and abiding in Christ is repeated over and
over from Genesis through Revelation. The endless lament of the
prophets is the lack of sincere, earnest effort to know God through
time with God.
Peter pleads, “Make every effort...be all the more
eager.” His urgency is that we may “possess these qualities in
increasing measure.” ( Peter 1)
Paul frequently urges us to be diligent.
Jesus Himself often urges earnestness with God,
“...first...,” frequently using parables to drive the point home.
It is in these moments that we “have the joy of receiving
every moment out of the fullness of God.” Murray, p. 1147
Today, I spend time with God in a room dedicated to this purpose--to pray, read,
meditate, realize truth about God. I must be here and
focused is such a way that I can hear what God, the Holy Spirit, wants to say to me.
Every word God speaks into my heart is life-changing,
life-forming, life-giving. It is out of this God-given life that I can
have living words to give to others. a
Just as the disciples had to keep their attention
focused on what Jesus was saying if they were to get the point and
understand how what Jesus was saying applied to their individual
lives, so I must pay attention to what God is wanting to say to me.
My goal is to understand how to understand and know God.
This understanding begins with understanding that it can only happen
in a place like this.
If there is no time here in this Room of Meeting, there
will be no advancement in grace and knowledge of Who God Is and What God
Does. In a place like my Room, I “continue” my life with the Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord. Here I become more and more
rooted and built up in Him,
strengthened in the faith.
Col 2.7
Here I learn of His love for me,as He reveals
Himrself to my heart and understanding. Here I am given strength,
hope, insight, wisdom for my next moment and encounter. Here I
receive what I know I need as well as what He knows I need.
The things which I discover with and
about God change my life into an image of Who He is.
To realize that God, the Great God, the Creator of heaven and
Earth and all there is in the vast Universe, God! God meets me here.
Oh, then I must come early and often, staying late in
humble gratitude, thankful such grace, goodness, mercy, love,
patience, cleansing, strengthening...Oh, so much to be received in
floods from the rivers and fountains of Life that flow from His
heart into my heart.
“My
soul silently awaits for God;
from
Him comes my salvation.”
Psalm
62.1